Thursday, January 3, 2013
The Land of the Living
With my back problems last year, I was afraid to move at all... worried that my back would give out. And this year, it's the same thing with me having the flu. I get a good day and then hours later, I'm back in bed. Coming to grips with my aging body has been difficult having always been the person that could accomplish anything. It's been a real eye-opener, that I'm not invincible and that the clock is ticking. I have a sense of fear that my life is over... and that my life is not. At some point, soon... I need to get a focus... a goal... a purpose. I need to start enjoying life again, letting go of the bitterness and anger that I have. To get out from underneath things and do more for me before it's too late.